so today sucked, didnt do too much. i got up and bascially wanted to cry most of the day and then my aunt, uncle and the cousins came back from maine to the hosue to pick up the car. then i decided to shower and get ready. i made my cousin lauren and myself some tuna fish sandwiches in which she loves now. but then my sister's friend had to come over and scan her report card and change the grades on it. in which in totally worked.. lol im alittle surprised. so my mom came home, i made dinner! chicken and rice.. (o yea!) and well my mom was yelling at me to take my sister out, cuz she was pissing her off soo much, soo i did and we dorve around for a few hours. we ended up at Dunkin' Donuts to see Diana.. what else is new?! so she met my sister and her mom was there too. my sister is sorta similar when it comes to laughing. but she laughs alot more. and diana was cracking her up. and i may hang out with her tomorrow night after she gets outta work around 8ish.. so besides that.. it was all fun
tomorrow is yet another day up in fitchburg. Summer Orientation time. o yes... my older cousin Julie will be there to help me out. which im very grateful that shes there instead of my dad. so it will be nice, to get everything over with. this will be the last time i'll be there before september when i move in. nice.. nice!
soo much shit is going on lately. i mean i dunno what to do. i hate the fighting, it gets me soo upset, and the things that i regret saying. i regret what i did, but obviously people dont see that. i dunno.. i feel like shit and everything is being thrown onto me. its like what the fuck.. i may be paranoid, but i swear everyone is bound to get me one way or another. but its weird.. as of right now.... im not pissed, not sad, not happy, just content and calm. wow talk to me when you can.. lol
I've noticed i've gained a few new friends that just sorta popped up. For instance, Toni. I got her sn from her live journal cuz i saw who danielle had as friends on hers. soo we hung out last night, shes very much like me.. very gullible.. but i love that. going into the british accent and all. along with myself becoming a matchmaker... well sorta.. im very happy for those 2. and i've noticed that i started talking to diana too. in which she made me get her number in dunkin donuts.
wow.. for once, im writing alot.. but i guess thats all for now.. thats all thats on my mind.. later